There'sa world of difference between hobby and livelihood. "Hunger" (literally and metaphorically) drives the latter and mobilises everything you can possibly bring to bear in your work, including, among other things:practically endless courage, care and fortitude;all of your mental faculties and their constant 'sharpening';the drive, energy and acuity to work ever more efficiently and effectively; harnessingyour utmost stamina; embracing and utilising fear and other negative emotions; avoiding undue influences of momentary thrills and satisfactions; and the never-ending quest to "amplify" the actual returns you get from your work.
No matter if you're born
To play the King or pawn
For the line is thinly drawn 'tween joy and sorrow
So my fantasy
Becomes reality
And I must be what I must be and face tomorrow
From Paul Simon's song Flowers Never Bend with the Rainfall
I think Macker is wrong about this. Having spent my entire adult life writing music, both for money and not for money, I know from experience that the line between a professional and an amateur is very thin indeed. It takes the same courage, discipline, self-confidence and fortitude, perhaps even more so, to write music that isn't motivated by money as it does to earn a living composing, if one is genuinely serious about their work. I write music, period. Whether it's a job, a career, a profession or a "hobby" really makes no difference to me. I show up every day to my studio to work whether or not someone is paying me.
I was in Los Angeles many years ago and speaking with a composer who wrote for PBS documentaries. He thought I was nuts to write music if I were not getting paid to do so. He even said, his exact words were "music composition is dead if you're not doing soundtracks". I pitied the poor soul. This conversation showed me the difference between an artist, a true composer, and a hack. The hack has nothing real to communicate in music, the hack [i]has no voice[/i]. To the hack it's a job, nothing more, nothing less. Of course there are plenty of "true composers" that write crappy music, perhaps more than ever. But that's an entirely different issue.
Don't misunderstand me, soundtrack work can be enjoyable and meaningful if you're working on a project that inspires you to write the best music you can. Some films and TV shows succeed in doing this and can bring out the very best in a composer. Some of the projects I worked on brought out the best in me. But some were simply jobs, I needed the money so I did the work to the best of my ability, without the inspiration or artistic fervor I prefer.
I'm one of the lucky few who was able to stop scoring soundtracks because I no longer needed to from a financial perspective. Had I not made good investment decisions and not been lucky, I'd still be "in the rat race", the highly competitive field of scoring to picture. I don't know how many trained and talented composers would choose a path similar to mine if money were not an issue. Since most films are a waste of time to watch, choosing a path where you must serve a project you don't really believe in wasn't what I wanted to do. I chose to follow my own artistic vision rather than support the vision of a director or producer whose work doesn't mean anything to me. You cannot do that if you want a film-scoring career, at least not if you don't score a project that makes a ton of money for those invested in it.
There's a book called "The War of Art" which, like Macker, espouses the idea that there's this great difference between the professional and the amateur. Sure, there can be a difference, but it's also true that in some people there's no difference at all. Hunger and poverty can be great motivators to get your ass in gear and do what ever it takes to survive. But being free of hunger and poverty means you have the freedom and the responsibility to use your time wisely, well and intelligently. This is what artists do when they are fully committed, hungry or not.
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