I've posted a few of these before, but for those who didn't hear them, here's the whole set of three pieces. Every year or so I write only keyboard pieces for a few months, it's a practice I acquired as the more I studied orchestration and practiced doing it, the more I found myself needing to go back to melody, harmony and rhythm, and allow timbral resources to lie dormant for a while.
Composed and sequenced in Sonar Platinum with Pianoteq 5 physical modeling piano. I tried to create three distinct emotional realities and subjectively interpreted as performance. Yet there's a narrowness in range as well, each time I experiment and attempt to do something new, I find there is always an aspect of it that feels un-new. What is newness anyway? Why does originality and creativity seem to wax and wane? What inner conditions help composers to grow, evolve and deepen what we do?
Creativity requires that we muster the courage to transcend life on this world. Life transcending life. Anxiety and depression are the false advocates of the artistic life, the imposters and procrastinators, the masks for how much we need to communicate with one another if we are to change this world one relationship at a time.