poppajol - i think your post is incredibly insightful. i'm not sure i agree verbatim, specifically in prioritization of orchestration and harmony, but that would be so inconsequential in what you've said it almost doesn’t bear mentioning except in just adding very little bit of dimension.
our experiences seem similar and what has brought me out of classical music is ironically what brought me into it. that is the blending of contemporary sound palettes with traditional instruments. for me the musical challenge is not identifying traditional structures, but new ones where the definition of music might be simply, "the ordering of audible events in time." everything seems a continuum to me with stockhausen and mozart contributing equal parts; heresy, I know. music no longer seems dissonant or consonant - just shaded in a way that transcends twelve notes yet still recognizing the need for tension and release.
to my knowledge nobody has done anything beyond scratching the surface when it comes to organizing what is sonically possible with synths and samplers and that translates to my mind as well because i don't (and don't want to) hear in just traditionally-orchestral structures. so being the product of what might be the deconstructionist era of music, i constantly find myself wondering how to put humpty dumpty back together again. i know i'm not alone and it would be interesting to hear how others wrestle with realizing the unquantifiable.
our experiences seem similar and what has brought me out of classical music is ironically what brought me into it. that is the blending of contemporary sound palettes with traditional instruments. for me the musical challenge is not identifying traditional structures, but new ones where the definition of music might be simply, "the ordering of audible events in time." everything seems a continuum to me with stockhausen and mozart contributing equal parts; heresy, I know. music no longer seems dissonant or consonant - just shaded in a way that transcends twelve notes yet still recognizing the need for tension and release.
to my knowledge nobody has done anything beyond scratching the surface when it comes to organizing what is sonically possible with synths and samplers and that translates to my mind as well because i don't (and don't want to) hear in just traditionally-orchestral structures. so being the product of what might be the deconstructionist era of music, i constantly find myself wondering how to put humpty dumpty back together again. i know i'm not alone and it would be interesting to hear how others wrestle with realizing the unquantifiable.