Of course I am continously learning, try to improve every day, but nobody will ever stop me again writing my own music, especially not prussian rulekeepers. My advise: Never listen to that phrase, just start making music.
This is the year 2005, why do we teach people 1850-style? Do we have not moved on in our culture? Why is it always "Ordnung und Disziplin" (i.e. order & discipline, these so called german values)
Well of course [:)]
You must have met some really strange teachers.
I am a german music teacher myself. When I was a little younger (I'm still 27) I had the same attitude: Why should I learn such stuff? Why can't I write my own music? Why am I not allowed to do this or that (even when it sounds great) and so on...
Today I suffer from these thoughts cause I realized that I can't combine perfect clean composing style with my creativity all the time. We are talking about symphonic instrumentation and composition. Jazz is something totally different as well as Herrmann is (He was a genius in his own way. I currently teach Psycho score at school).
I admit that the first Bruckner quote is unfair because you need to know the context in order to understand what he meant when he said that to his students (after he did he always blinked with his eyes and said "But if you take a little freedom you have more [:)]. But he always knew that you need all the tools that are available in order to compose with your total creativity in action.
That so called Ordnung und Disziplin is absolutely fine - it was in 1850 and still is today. There's so much music junk out there cause so many talented musicians think they only need their creativity. And everyone wonders why their music is forgotten soon after it's composed. Those old guys survived until today - there's a reason for that [[;)]]
Best Regards