Fred,
You really hit it for me, as well!
Work!
Sometimes it actually stresses me out a little how much work composition can be... but then, in the moment that it's really happening, it's as easy as breathing. But to approach it some days -- just getting started... ouch! It just makes my head hurt! However, it is ultimately the drive to sit down a bang out a few bars which guides me. I only make clear decisions when faced with the actual work at hand. I can't simply dream up an idea for a piece and have it become anything if I don't first sit down and see where it goes in actual notes, chords, and rhythms.
So, in that respect (and many others), I have a great deal of Stravinsky in me. He really felt the composer was more an artisan than an "artist", and I'd say that, in my day-to-day life, that's how I experience it. On the other hand, my music, and my interests in making music are basically romantic - I think that if we're not expressing something uniquely "us", then we're probably not expressing much of anything at all... or at least, I can't image why anyone would want to listen. I'm also a little embarrassed by the notion of a "universal" language in music, which sets me against any good, die-hard modernist. Finally, I'm quite interested in musical drama and in evoking images... That is, images of a strictly musical nature (i.e., I never think of a babbling brook and suddenly start writing!), in the sense that the various components, the interactions of foreground an background, and the organic dialogue between elements suggests natural processes which, in the experience of the average listener, are most commonly experienced in "scenes".
Mathis. I agree with both William and yourself... I suspect this is because Stravinsky was following the popular mode of absolute rebellion against the Romantics (yes, with a capital R!), and thus acknowledging a certain debt to them with regard to his musical impulses (thus also agreeing with William's evaluation). This same phenomenon could be seen with postmodernism, where such fantastic efforts were made to avoid modernism that, at times, it became difficult to tell whether the post-modern had any genuine impulse of its own - that is, anything to say that didn't depend on the modern.
But I'm blubbering now... back to work!
J.